生气 ><

刚刚...
看完...
"366天的约定"
看到电视广告,
说...
这是一部感动3百万人的电影.
而且...
电视广告播放的片段...
再配上那感人的音乐...
真的很感人,
很精彩.
所以...
我...
就这样...
被这部电影给吸引了.
直到今天...
我把它给看完了.
看完后,
感觉是...
生气~!!
argh ><
都不懂是什么烂电影来的?!
说是感动.
但...
里头都是些...
暴力的.
这还不算过分~!!
里头...
没有一对情侣是能成功在一起的.
和乱伦没什么分别.
什么感动3百万人的一部电影?!
屁啦~!!
请问拍该戏的导演...
你懂什么是感动吗?
zZz~
看了都要洗眼.
哈哈.
我好毒...我好毒...
我好毒毒毒毒毒~

无言 ==

回想起...
那天...
从妃口中,
再度听到你的名字.
心情...
当时...
失落了很多很多~
我还以为...
在我的世界里,
早就没有你的存在了.
但...
我错了.
我只是把那感觉给压抑着.
过后...
我用了一天的时间,
想...
到底...
我们...
是怎么一回事.

此时此刻...
我明白了.
虽然...
在我口中,
我常说...
在我的世界里,
早已没有你的存在了.
OR
我不认识你,
你也不认识我.
我还以为...
我会说出这些话...
就代表...
我是真的没事.
但...
我错了.
我真的错了~!!
我会说出这些话,
不是因为是真的是这么一回事.
而...
只是...
我成功的把那感觉给压抑着.

此时此刻...
我真的想清楚了.
从此...
我们...
都不认识彼此.
而...
在我的世界里...
已找不到你的踪影了.

In conclusion,

for me...

真心的爱上一个人,很难.

一旦爱上了,

要彻底的忘记一个人,更难.

H1N1 =/

最近...
H1N1越来越严重了.
感觉...
好像快世界末日了.
我...
还是第一次感觉到这种感觉的.
就连以前的SARS,
都没流传到斗湖这个小地方.

每天早上,
公公都有看报纸的习惯.
而我...
每天早上,
都会和公公手上那份报纸擦肩而过,
回想起...
最近的报纸头条,
都是H1N1.
而...
同学的话题...
都是H1N1.
每天...
口中谈的...
都是H1N1, H1N1, H1N1.
zZz~
从没试过有那么严重的事件发生在这小地方.
这一切...
都令我太不可思议了.

而...
我...
今天下午...
在睡觉时,
手机一直响.
响了又响.
最终...
在3点多的时候,
被吵醒了.
拿起手机,
看了看,
都是朋友传来停课的信息.
当时...
不懂是开心,
还是伤心.

LAST,

顺其自然吧.

要来的总是会来.

要走的总是会走.

SuCk day =(

Er...
yesterday night...
i slept at 3.30am
because of "pao pian"
then...
8点多就被妈咪吵醒了.
因为每个星期日都是 family day.
每个星期日都要早早爬起床...
和 family 去 hang gai.
差不多12pm,
我们的 family day 就 end了.
下午...
就是 friends day.
可是...
今天...
没出~!!
唉~
不懂是开心还是伤心 =/
ney 有事,不能来.
lawrence 要陪姐姐.
然后...
我, LinG and Dick 也懒惰下了.
zZz~
发烧了好几天,
我都没去理它.
唉~
现在...
发烧 + 头痛 + 烦 + 闷到爆~!!

今天...
和某人闹的不愉快.
我...
是第一次对一个人那么的差~!!
我...
不是故意要酱对你的.
只是...
我觉得...
你没有必要要对我酱好.
我酱对你...
是想转告你...
不值得~!!
你懂么??
唉~

还是那句~
我没有生气~
我也没有怪过你~
也不是你的错~
In conclusion~
我不值得你对我酱好~!!

Sorry for what i have done =(

最后的决定~

我...
最后的决定...
是...
是...
是...
不关BLOG.
哈哈.
不过...
朋友们...
一个两个...
都懒的玩了.
唉~
怎么办?
感觉...
好像...
自己...
"独自旅行"
TT
Last but not least,
我想认识更多玩BLOG的朋友.

呃...
today...
tonight...
妈咪去吃餐了,
哥哥去朋友生日了,
婆婆和公公也去吃餐了.
剩下...
我和daddy,
相依为命了.
哈哈.
daddy带我去 hot spring那...
吃晚餐.
看到sham.
也没什么特别.
笑笑而已.
然后呢...
那个地方...
给了我一个feel.
呃...
那个地方噢...
好像那种...
香港拍"gu wak zai"戏...
一大堆流氓在那喝酒吸烟...
讲话大大声...
然后就突然拿着parang刀追着人来砍的...
那种感觉.
哈哈.
让我觉得很不舒服耶.
因为...
我是"读书moi".
哇哈哈哈哈.
然后...
然后...
然后...
在那里等了很久...
菜才到 ==
daddy快饿死了.
哈哈.
差不多8点,
就回家了.
在回家的路途中,
一直要求daddy给我drive.
在我13years old的时候,
daddy已经教会我了.
所以...
daddy给我驾回家.
哈哈.
爽死~!!
但是噢...
由于太久没驾的关系...
驾的超烂的~!!
那架车好像快要去和阎罗王报道了.
哈哈.
but...
last...
还是安全到家.
哈哈.

I hope that...
daddy and mummy...
will let me...
无牌驾驶.
XD

Lazy XD

最近...
都很忙.
忙着学校的功课...
忙着补习...
忙着休息...
好累~!!
好累~!!
好累~!!
而且...
只有 saturday, sunday and holidays 才可以动电脑.
所以...
很少 update blog.
想 update 的时候...
又不能动电脑.
唉~
现在...
just back from clubbing,
也在想着...
要关 blog or not.
想关,
因为很少动.
不想关,
因为我花了很多心机在里头.
唉~

I'm on that next shit now XD

Tag ask by ah haw XD

姓名:
邱以涵

最近的心情:
复杂

年龄:
16

性格:
玩咖 =D

最和得来的朋友:
Khiong , fui , LinG .so on~

最可爱和最美/帅的朋友:
懒惰想 =D

最近让你伤心的事:
不想答~!!

最近让你开心的事:
Clubbing =D

觉得我这个朋友怎样:
不错.

有男朋友吗:
没有.

最久的恋情最久是几久:
3年.

曾经让你最爱的人:
不想答~!!

现在最爱的人:
没有呱~

初吻还在吗:
在.

现在最想实现的东西:
很多.最想拿到车牌.

拍过几次拖:
呃...6次吧?!忘了.

最怕的事:
鬼 =(

最怕的人:
没有呱~

最近迷什么东西:
Clubbing & Blog

信任的人:
LinG

想我成为你的谁:
没想过.

喜欢的歌:
Hot / 抒情

最珍贵的东西:
不懂耶.

最不想失去的人:
LinG , fui & Khiong

想对你爱的人说些什么:
不想答~!!

觉得我的人怎样:
不错.

我的性格:
不清楚.

我交友的态度:
ma ma dei~

觉得我对爱情方面是怎样的人:
不懂

解压法:
喊~!!

口头弹:
人渣

你想骂我什么:
不懂.

想对我说什么:
不懂耶.

Finish~



今早...
打算5.30am爬起床洗澡的,
因为昨晚 Clubbing,
全身都是酒和烟味.
但...
5.30am,
手机闹钟响的时候,
还不懂发生什么事?!
可能是因为昨晚喝酒来,
然后又差不多2点才睡,
所以才这样的吧?!
whatever~
6点,
放在床边的闹钟响了,
我终于起床了.
起床后,
还不懂发生什么事?!
要休息一下才知道自己要干嘛.
哈哈.
清醒后,
赶快去洗澡.
就赶去学校了.
在学校超眼睡的~!!
今天在学校好像有点疯掉了.
我疯疯颠颠的本性又来了.
哈哈.
和LinG,fui,khiong玩在一堆.
咬来咬去,
抱来抱去,
拖来拖去,
很 high 下咯~!!
哈哈.
*我们4位永远都会是这样~!!
哈哈哈哈哈.
我今天的口头弹是"恭喜我们没人要~!! Yeah~!! Yeah~!!"
哈哈.
LinG也一起陪我傻.
我们俩一直重复一直重复~!!
khiong 没力了.
哈哈.

很 high 的一天 XD

Memories on 10 July, Friday

Saturday
11 July 2009

今天是表姐生日.
我们一大班亲戚先去 Perdana Club 吃 Steamboat.
到了那里...
才发现...
我...
忘了...
化妆啊~!!
气死~!!
我都说我不喜欢赶赶的咯~!!
家人一直催我~!!

argh ><
算了~!!
哈哈~
在那里...

看到第一班的朋友.
由于不是很熟,
也没什么理他们.
不过...
有一位比较熟的朋友 ( symin ) 看到我了.
就 sms 我说 " viuvit,sexy oh "
==
然后...
我就意思意思问下她,为什么在这里咯.
哈哈~
原来他们在帮我校的交换生饯行.
吃到差不多9点,
就要准备去我们的下半场--Isonmia XD
但...
不懂爸爸最近干嘛?! 好像来月经似的.

总爱骂我.
还叫我 10.30pm 就回哇 O.o
你讲他是不是来月经 ??
管他~!!
照出 =D
不过要和表哥去 apas 那里载她女友的朋友先.
在车的时候,
很闷下咯.
表哥一直和他女友说话,
都没理我.
哈哈~
不过在吃东西的时候,
Khiong zai 已经找我了.
他就一直陪我 sms 咯.
嘻~
差不多9.30pm,
就到 Isonmia 了.
一进到去...
爆庞咯~!!
幸好表哥认识那里的人,
也一早 book 好了位子.
不然我们就没位坐了.
哈哈~
等人来齐了 ( 差不多20个酱 ),
就开始了.
开始喝酒,唱歌, so on~
真的真的很多人咯.
唱歌都要等差不多1个小时才到我们.
man fan lo~!!
哈哈~
发现表哥表姐认识很多人的咧~
差不多全场的人都认识.
也差不多全场的人都知道表姐生日.
哈哈~
没办法.
出来 pow 的人就是酱的.
哈哈~
然后咧...
那间店的不懂谁就拿出小小个的生日蛋糕和开很 hot 的生日歌和我表姐庆祝.
还有... 不懂什么东东来的?!

很美~!!
有蓝色的火在旁边烧着上.
如果你们要知道的,
就比较下这两张图.
因为我也不懂什么东东来的?!
哈哈~
女生真的很好福利的咯.
很多免费的福利.
又有男生请喝酒.
*是认识的男生.我们没那么笨啦.
哈哈~
一放类似 Move Shake Drop 这类型的歌的时候,
场面很 high 咯~!!
哈哈~
在里面,
一直喝,一直 high.
不过也不会 high 到那里去啦.
因为不是和朋友去.
哈哈~
下次一定和朋友去.
Isonmia,我爱上你了~!!
MuaCks~
哈哈~
可是...
明天还要上学,
又没带钥匙.
婆婆又在等我门.
妈妈又在催我回.
唉~
很扫兴咯~!!
差不多12点,
就回到家了.
表哥飞车载我回.
飞到差不多 200 噢.
哈哈~
很刺激下 =P
回到家后,
婆婆骂我哇~!!
她第一次对我酱凶的~!!
有被吓到咯.
哈哈~
也没什么理她.
因为外面下雨.
很扫兴~!!
哈哈~
在换衣前,
忍不住自拍下.


脸和身体都红红的.
哈哈~

然后差不多2点就睡觉了.

Memories on 7 July, Thursday =D

7 July,

early in the morning,
about 8am,
fui came my house.
i had call my popo open house for her when she come.
but...
my popo making food in the kitchen.
when fui come,
no people open door for her ( cham~ )
then...
she make a call to me.
then i quickly go downstair and open door for her.
then i bring her up to my bedroom and continue my sleep.
but...
don't know why ?!
can't sleep jor =(
then we chit chat in my bedroom until 8.30am,
i felt tired.
then i try to sleep.

when i trying to sleep ==

around 9.15am,
khiong say go town early.
that time i still lying on the bed and trying to sleep.
scared me~!!
then i quickly go brush teeth and make up.

after make up XD

被偷拍 ==

when waiting khiong come fetch us,
i play piano =D



around 10.30am,
khiong come fetch us and went to eastern plaza,
he put us at eastern plaza and went to town for a while to do his things and meet his friends,
fui and i go hang gai gai sin =D
but...
but...
but...
mao tian wa ==
cham~
nevermind jek =D
we still can shopping.
haha~
then...
ling come jor.
then we continue shopping.
不久...
khiong come back also.
then we four shopping all the shop and bought somethings ( just i bought == )
around 12pm,
we went Olive to celebrated khiong and fui pak toh one years =)
gong hei =)
wish you two can SwEet SwEet forever and ever =)
haha~


Hong Kong style chicken with rice--my food


Grilled lamb chop--LinG's food.

Chicken chop--fui's food

Grill Chicken Chop--khiong's food

all are our breakfast XD

LinG eating XD

after finish eat,
we chit chat at there and took some photo =D

交杯酒 ==

SwEet SwEet Love~

i look weird ==

三兄妹 =D

妹妹和哥哥 =)

Han and LinG~

still got many photo.
but...
i just upload some.
just due to my lazyness.
keke~
around 1.30pm,
we went hang gai a while.
when we waiting 3pm ( go snooker ),
we went Oasis take a drink.

fui take de.
very fon xia.
haha~

when drinking ==

after that,
we went to Sunflower to WAIT TIME PASS ==

me and ling help fui 改装 XD

after that,
we went snooker until 4.30pm like that,
then we went pizza hut for fui's dinner.
around 5.45pm,
we went home.
after take a bath,
i straight take a snap.
around 7pm,
my mum call me wake up for dinner.
i reject her and continue sleep.
but...
can't sleep back jor =(
then i listen songs.
around 7.30pm,
khiong sms me.
then...
then...
then...
somethings happened~!!
what i feel that time ?
annoy~!!
hurt~!!
confuse~!!
around 11pm,
goodnight =)

when update this post,
i felt tired.
so...
省略了很多东西.
也不怎么搞笑了.

a perfunctory post =(

倔强说不痛,假装什么伤都没有.
倔强抬起头,决不让眼泪往下流.
倔强说不痛,假装什么伤都没有.
真的不难过,笑着和你挥挥手.

sleepy and unhappy day =(

Monday
6 July 2009

Today i went school for gotong-royong.
but...
i didn't do anythings.
cause i'm not enough sleep.
quite sleepy.
and...
i want to tell someone...
我真的对你很厌倦了.

well~
when whole school's student start gotong-royong,
my best friends--fui & LinG,my lovely kai gor--khiong and I chit chat beside canteen there,
we sit at there and talked a lot of nonsense.
all of a sudden,
i heard something make me felt sad and worry.
that is...
is...
is...
aihx~
worrying yOu~
i don't know what can i do ?!
i don't know what should i do ?!
i felt annoy,sad,suffer and i could not do anything.
aihx~
what can i say ?
what can i do ?
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i really don't know~!!
aihx~

and...
my friends told me,
my new beg that i bought yesterday,
like same with someone.
when i heard that,
i felt...
felt...
felt...
don't know what i felt @@
cause i hate use same things with others.
although just LOOK ALIKE.

anyway~
about 12pm,
i went home,
view my blog.
suddenly,
my france's friend msn me.
we chat a while.
around 12.30pm++
i took a snap.
and...
i made alarm in my phone,
2.15pm wake up.
cause 2.45pm i need to go for a tuition--PA
around 2.15pm,
i woke up.
but...
i still feel tired.
so...
2.30pm,
i sin wake up.
then i sms my friend--yang.
he say he don't go.
then...
due to my lazyness,
i don't go also.
keke.
then i took a bread and continue my sleep.
but...
beside my house,
装修~!!
oh my god~!!
i can't sleep.
too noisy.
i thought war ==
haha~
then...
4.30pm++
i took a bath and update my blog.
and...
my best friend--fui,
call me to lend her a hand for her blog.
my lovely kai gor--khiong,
also.
i will help you two.
but..
not now.
soon~
cause i'm quite busy.
sorry~

when i finished update my blog,
my mum back,
start scold.
talked a lot of BulL Shit.
then my dad scold also.
they two very like gap mai scold me.
i just diam diam.
lazy PLAY with them ==

anyway~
8 July--start school again.
can't update blog everyday =(
for my mum,
monday to friday--can't touch comp.
here...
i want to let all my friends know...
i just can touch comp on saturday,sunday and holidays.
today...
i update blog early cause i scare my mum will close my comp =(
aihx~
unhappy day =(

I LaF My Blog =D
I miss yOu =(

Damn tired and quite happy day XD

Sunday
5 July 2009

today is our school celebrated 45周年的校庆日.
i woke up early in the morning--6am.
yesterday night slept at 1am++
so...
damn tired and sleepy~!!
i need work for our school TT
7.30am-9.30am,work at SIO's game there.
then...
11am-1pm,work at 手工艺.


手工艺 DIY's things~
-tissue box geh CLOTHES XD
-tissue paper de CLOTHES =D
-car decorate
-book mark
-house decorate
-wood pencil
so on.
MOST IMPORTANT is all DIY de =)

house decorate--cake ( small in size )

house decorate--cake ( big in size )

本来...
i want take many photo about our school de.
but...
got some BitChy 384 there.
so...
i not very like my school jor lurr~
想到和她们呼吸同一样的空气,让人想吐~!!
nevermind jek.
i don't want type about them in my blog.
MAKE MY BLOG DIRTY~!!
Yiak~!!
Damn SuCk~!!
but i want to tell them,
don't FORCE me BE RUDE~!!
I WON'T LET YOU TWO APPEAR IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE~!!
FuCk~!!
Han~
Han~
Han~
calm down~
keke.
whatever~
er...
what i want to type jor ?
omg~
forget ==
er...
er...
er...
oh ya~
i remind~!!
let's continue =D
after 3pm,i went home and bath.
after bath,
straight lie on the bed and hang at there.
haha.
means i slept jor XD
when 6.10pm,
my mum call me wake up and had my dinner.
and...
INVITE me go eastern plaza.
haha.
sure i go~!!
cause...
I LaF shopping~!!
many SALES~!!
wakakakaka~
around 7pm++,
we went eastern plaza.
about 9pm,
we went home.
i bought the things that i want~!!
wakakaakaka.
shopping make me happy~!!
happy sei me~!!
on the way shopping at eastern plaza,
i received a call.
that is my BEST BEST BEST friend--LinG~
she said she play blog jor.
happy sei me~!!
wakakakaka~
then she ask me a lot of question about blog.
ask this and ask that.
although got some annoy,
but...
i will try my best to help her =D
and...
she said my blog make like 西马妹.
and i take photo like 西马妹 also.
wahahahaahahhaaha~
爽死我~!!
and hor...
all my friends also said that my blog is QUITE PRETTY~!!
wahahahhaahhaahaha~
friends~
i want to tell you all.
THAT'S SURE~!!
cause i 追求完美.
haha~

anyway~
my blog will be continue and i will make it nicely too =D
thanks for support~
MuaCks~

外出的一天 =D

Saturday
4 July 2009

今天心情很好下.
所以...
决定...
长篇大论 =D
昨晚我研究了博客很久很久很久~
大概从9pm/10pm到2am吧?!
本来很累的...
可是...
越研究就越精神耶~
然后差不多2点就去睡了.
可是...
睡不着.
因为...
因为...
因为...
肚子饿 =D
然后...
不懂几点?!
终于睡着了.
嘻~
早上起床后,
就赶快去 hunt food 了 =D
吃饱了,
就继续研究...
最终...
给我研究好了.
开心~~
过后...
差不多1.30pm,
我就和玲去 hang gai gai 了 =D
3点,
我们就逛完 fajar 那一带的店了.
然后就去 ice world MIU~
斗湖就是斗湖~
只是星期六,街上才旺的.
今天 ice world 很多人下.
有遇到一些朋友.
然后噢...
差不多每张桌子都是一堆人的.
只有我们是2个人 ==
感觉我们...
好...
没有...
势噢~
哈哈~
然后我们赶快打电话叫人.
最后...
还是我们俩而已.
因为...
朋友不是没有车,
就是在工作 ==
算了~
我们快快吃完,就去...
我们的最爱-snooker 了 =D

在那...
我看到我2位表哥和1位表弟.
好 toh 的事情来了~
我看到坐在那儿的...
好像是我表哥.
于是...
就打算去假假打劫他.
当我快要下手时...
才发现...
他...
不是我表哥 ==
幸好我缩手快.
不然...
一定 toh 死.
但...
被我另一位表哥看到了,
他笑我 ==
然后...
我就告诉我要偷袭的那位表哥.
他也笑我 ==


LinG~

手摆的好齐噢 ==

我今天不知干嘛?!
好像不会撞球了.
一直 miss TT

来乱的 ==

最后...
被妈妈的一通电话,
帮我转运了 =D
嘻~

我们玩了4场.
结果是...
2比2
然后...
我们就付钱走人.

在厕所拍的 ==

Last~
we went Guardian wait car.
we saw something...

LinG said BEAUTIFUL ==

5.30pm++
we went home by BMW.
syok~

~Night~
i saw 舞林大道.
Most of them dance with Michael Jackson's song,
and his style ( put his hand at SOMEWHERE == )
i saw 新秀 also.
DAMN FUNNY~!!
Laugh sei me~!!

TIRED~

that's all for today XD

玩博客的第一天 =)

Friday
3 July 2009

闷闷的今天~
突然...
心血来潮想学人玩博客.
所以...
就开了咯 XD
在努力学习怎样玩当中~
可怜~
好像很难~
又好像很容易~
唉~
yam gong lorr =(
will be continue soon =D